To whom it may concern,
so far I have lived my life full of pain, hatred, and in fear of the unknown. I would rather push than pull and I haven't come to terms with the people in my life or the path that my life has taken. I wander aimlessly in confusion trying to find someone, something, anything capable of bringing me to answer; a truth bringing me to terms with my own life. I love life but without a reason. I'm lost in it. And like most of my loves I have never fully committed to life and given 100% of my drive, strength, and intuition to the development of my being. In a sense I don't think anyone around me has either. I intend to change that. I intend to change my life, change me… But in order to do that I must wage war with the very fiber of my current being. It won't be fun and I will get hurt along the way but my life is slipping away one second, minute, hour, day, week, month, year, at a time. I can't stand idle in these habits anymore...
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